HEY friends!
This is just a super quick update... but I have a couple exciting things to share!
First - for those of you who prayed for rain, it DUMPED last night! So, yay GOD! He definitely heard your prayers :) It poured for several hours, for the first time in over three weeks! A coincidence? I don't think so!!! Your prayers ARE powerful and effective!
Secondly - yesterday I was able to go with a friend, a Kenyan national who is a nurse at a Nairobi clinic, to Nairobi and hang around a clinic! It was a wonderful experience... I spent time with the nursing staff, the clinical officer (basically the equivalent of a physician's assistant), the laboratory staff, the pharmacy, and the VCT center (Voluntary Counseling and Testing - for HIV). It was way cool - I got to see the various roles of the health care professionals, experience an African health care setting, and work with patients a little (my favorite!). It was wonderful to be back in the health care setting... I didn't realize how much I missed it! (And now I'm getting pumped for school!) Not to mention the adventure of actually getting to the clinic and home... Nairobi is SO busy - I would have been completely lost if I hadn't been with Edna! There were people everywhere - total craziness, but I enjoyed getting to experience Nairobi!!
This next week I'll be enjoying my time with the MH kids... there's a slight chance that I'll be able to go to Webuye to hang out with the MH fam there - I'm hoping it works out!
Thank you for your prayers! Continue to pray for rain... and as you are lead!
Love you, friends! Thanks for being so faithful to support and encourage me!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
...teach me how to hum it, 'cuz I don't know the words yet...
Hey friends!!
The climate here finally remember that it's July... meaning that it's been cold this week! It hasn't rained in the last three weeks, though, and much of Kenya is very dry. There's already talk a food shortages, as much of the maize and wheat in the country has dried up, and many farmers are reporting very small harvests. Kenya has already started importing extra maize in preparation... pray for rain and provision!!!
Life here has been good... I'm sorta dreading August 5th, when I'll be getting on an airplane to head home! I had a touch of a cold earlier in the week, but I'm feeling much better - praise the Lord! I'm thankful that the Lord has kept me so healthy this whole time!
Here is a portion of a journal entry/prayer I had written earlier this week:
I'm thankful that You humble me when I think I've got it all figured out. I'm thankful that You challenge me when I start to get comfortable. I'm thankful that You work marvelous things in spite of my mistakes. I'm thankful that Your faithfulness always prevails, even in sticky/less than fantastic situations. I'm thankful that the world is in Your hands - that nothing happens outside of Your knowledge. I'm thankful that when I have my control-freak-this-is-not-how-I-wanted-it moments, You remind me of Your sovereignty, faithfulness, and unfailing love. And as much as I'd love to hear Your ten year plan for my life, I wouldn't trade this adventure of walking with you for anything. You're teaching me the beauty in adventure and the refinement that comes with risk. Walking hand-in-hand with You over unknown, unseen trails is entirely different than walking through places of comfort and routine, where it is easy to forget I need to hold Your hand to know the way. There, I find it tempting - easy, even - to wonder off, seek my own way, and make my own plans. My path of choice would be direct, straight to the intended destination. Yet Your way often wiggles and zigzags, sometimes seeming to turn completely away from what (in my mind, at least) is the the goal. But this is where Your plan is higher and greater: beauty is often discovered around those corners that seem to be detours. The zigzags and wiggles build faith, the obstacles character. And if nothing else, I'm given the joy of walking with You, of learning to hold Your hand and listen to Your voice, of simply being in Your presence. And when, or if, we get to what I thought was the destination, I know that I will be more prepared because of those detours. Really though, this revelation also exposes one of my flaws: my goal-oriented self tends to miss the beauty in the journey, the lessons in the things that seem, to me, to not be part of the plan. Yet growth happens in the journey. Intimacy is cultivated. I am made to be more fully me - more fully the woman You have made and called me to be. I think You know me well enough to know that if You revealed all that You had for me, I'd probably panic and start planning now. I'd start making lists and phone calls. I'd totally miss the journey - in reality, Your perfect preparation - but I'd be 'ready' and 'organized.' I think You chuckle as You watch me frantically try in my own strength to be good enough or smart enough or worthy enough for the callings You've placed on my life. You smile, take my hand, and lead me to a peaceful place of rest. "Haven't you remembered? I've already called you righteous - approved by God. I knew exactly who you were when i first called you, and I know exactly who you are going to be. I have plans and adventures, yes, but my greatest desire is to give you Myself and for you to be fully Mine." So teach me to find the beauty in the journey. Teach me to seek those lessons You desire to teach me, teach me to listen to Your voice and be sensitive to Your leading. Teach me how to live the 'life of faith' - one day at a time, and truly lived.
Love you all... thanks for your prayers :)
Jane, Dennis, me... being silly :)
ok... THIS one's silly :)
Gideon, George, Njogu, and Dennis... walking to Imani for some recess!
Me and Jack! YAY! I saw him again this trip, which makes me super happy! He's getting SO big!
Jack! With his adorable toothless smile!
The climate here finally remember that it's July... meaning that it's been cold this week! It hasn't rained in the last three weeks, though, and much of Kenya is very dry. There's already talk a food shortages, as much of the maize and wheat in the country has dried up, and many farmers are reporting very small harvests. Kenya has already started importing extra maize in preparation... pray for rain and provision!!!
Life here has been good... I'm sorta dreading August 5th, when I'll be getting on an airplane to head home! I had a touch of a cold earlier in the week, but I'm feeling much better - praise the Lord! I'm thankful that the Lord has kept me so healthy this whole time!
Here is a portion of a journal entry/prayer I had written earlier this week:
I'm thankful that You humble me when I think I've got it all figured out. I'm thankful that You challenge me when I start to get comfortable. I'm thankful that You work marvelous things in spite of my mistakes. I'm thankful that Your faithfulness always prevails, even in sticky/less than fantastic situations. I'm thankful that the world is in Your hands - that nothing happens outside of Your knowledge. I'm thankful that when I have my control-freak-this-is-not-how-I-wanted-it moments, You remind me of Your sovereignty, faithfulness, and unfailing love. And as much as I'd love to hear Your ten year plan for my life, I wouldn't trade this adventure of walking with you for anything. You're teaching me the beauty in adventure and the refinement that comes with risk. Walking hand-in-hand with You over unknown, unseen trails is entirely different than walking through places of comfort and routine, where it is easy to forget I need to hold Your hand to know the way. There, I find it tempting - easy, even - to wonder off, seek my own way, and make my own plans. My path of choice would be direct, straight to the intended destination. Yet Your way often wiggles and zigzags, sometimes seeming to turn completely away from what (in my mind, at least) is the the goal. But this is where Your plan is higher and greater: beauty is often discovered around those corners that seem to be detours. The zigzags and wiggles build faith, the obstacles character. And if nothing else, I'm given the joy of walking with You, of learning to hold Your hand and listen to Your voice, of simply being in Your presence. And when, or if, we get to what I thought was the destination, I know that I will be more prepared because of those detours. Really though, this revelation also exposes one of my flaws: my goal-oriented self tends to miss the beauty in the journey, the lessons in the things that seem, to me, to not be part of the plan. Yet growth happens in the journey. Intimacy is cultivated. I am made to be more fully me - more fully the woman You have made and called me to be. I think You know me well enough to know that if You revealed all that You had for me, I'd probably panic and start planning now. I'd start making lists and phone calls. I'd totally miss the journey - in reality, Your perfect preparation - but I'd be 'ready' and 'organized.' I think You chuckle as You watch me frantically try in my own strength to be good enough or smart enough or worthy enough for the callings You've placed on my life. You smile, take my hand, and lead me to a peaceful place of rest. "Haven't you remembered? I've already called you righteous - approved by God. I knew exactly who you were when i first called you, and I know exactly who you are going to be. I have plans and adventures, yes, but my greatest desire is to give you Myself and for you to be fully Mine." So teach me to find the beauty in the journey. Teach me to seek those lessons You desire to teach me, teach me to listen to Your voice and be sensitive to Your leading. Teach me how to live the 'life of faith' - one day at a time, and truly lived.
Love you all... thanks for your prayers :)
Jane, Dennis, me... being silly :)
ok... THIS one's silly :)
Gideon, George, Njogu, and Dennis... walking to Imani for some recess!
Me and Jack! YAY! I saw him again this trip, which makes me super happy! He's getting SO big!
Jack! With his adorable toothless smile!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Good gifts... and other random thoughts :)
Hey friends!!
Today is a LOVELY sunny day – seriously, it’s beautiful here! It’s actually very much on the warm side… which is uncharacteristic for July, but I love it!
Life here is good – busy, somehow, but I’m loving it! Time is going by so fast: last week the BFI team was here for a day, and it was SO great to connect with them for some ministry time at MH! They had some great things to share/impart to the MH kids, and it was fun to see them jump in with two feet and eagerly desire to learn more! It was also wonderful to connect with BFI friends – even more so ‘cuz we were in Africa!
Recently, I’ve been contemplating: things of value and worth usually come at a high price. But how often do I expect things of eternal value to come easily or without a fight? We are called to pay the ultimate price – to lay down our lives, take up our cross, and follow Him. Yet, so often, I get frustrated when I discover that the things the Lord has asked of me aren’t easy to accomplish. Usually, they require stretching and growing – they are uncomfortable and hard, but in the end SO worth it. Things of beauty and strength, I feel, are produced from refining fires and testing experiences. Strength does not develop from easy tasks; rather, it comes from continually working at something that is just beyond the current skill or strength level. And beauty and purity – they come from refining fires and (sometimes painful) removal of that which corrupts and stains. And is that not what the Lord desires? To give us clean hands and pure hearts? He loves us as we are, but completely refuses to let us stay there… He constantly desires, working with our “yes’s,” to mold us and shape us, making us more like Him. And His ultimate goals and plans are eternal – which means they will often be achieved at a high price. SO – if the Lord is continually desiring to grow me and mold me, and He is constantly asking me to choose that which is in His ETERNAL plan – the road is often hard. Thankfully, though, that’s not the end of the story (whew… if so, I think I would have turned in the towel a long time ago!). He promises to be with me, every step of the way. He promises to equip me to do that which He has called me. He promises to provide, protect, and lead… AMAZING! Each day, He invites me to walk with Him – it’s glorious. Every second, He has been here – He’s NEVER left my side! I cannot say that about a single friend – simply because as humans we just can’t be perfect like that.
So, I’m thankful for the wonderful gifts – the fulfillment of His promises – the Lord sends each day. He sends His joy, His peace, His protection, His strength – and, above all, He sends His presence. I’m loving this life – despite it’s challenges and struggles, despite sometimes wondering how on earth He got the idea that I could do some of the things He’s asked, despite the fact that it is sometimes hard – it is SO worth it. Worth it because I get to love on HIS kids – I love watching them laugh and learn and seek. Worth it because I get to hear story after story of those He has created – it’s amazing to realize that hearts can connect despite continents or languages or cultures. And in the end, I’d rather take the narrow, difficult path and affect eternity that choose the easy road and get by on time.
This has been a semi-random update – but I suppose that a blog is just an online journal… right? Thanks for letting me share my heart – and thanks for praying :) You are amazing, and I’m SO thankful for you! I’ll leave you with this thought from Elizabeth Elliot (from Let Me Be a Woman):
“But we do not choose gifts, remember? We are given them by a divine Giver who knows the end from the beginning, and wants above all else to give us the gift of Himself. This gift for this day. The life of faith is lived one day at a time, and it has to be lived – not always looked forward to as thought the ‘real’ living were around the next corner. It is today for which we are responsible. God still owns tomorrow.”
Today is a LOVELY sunny day – seriously, it’s beautiful here! It’s actually very much on the warm side… which is uncharacteristic for July, but I love it!
Life here is good – busy, somehow, but I’m loving it! Time is going by so fast: last week the BFI team was here for a day, and it was SO great to connect with them for some ministry time at MH! They had some great things to share/impart to the MH kids, and it was fun to see them jump in with two feet and eagerly desire to learn more! It was also wonderful to connect with BFI friends – even more so ‘cuz we were in Africa!
Recently, I’ve been contemplating: things of value and worth usually come at a high price. But how often do I expect things of eternal value to come easily or without a fight? We are called to pay the ultimate price – to lay down our lives, take up our cross, and follow Him. Yet, so often, I get frustrated when I discover that the things the Lord has asked of me aren’t easy to accomplish. Usually, they require stretching and growing – they are uncomfortable and hard, but in the end SO worth it. Things of beauty and strength, I feel, are produced from refining fires and testing experiences. Strength does not develop from easy tasks; rather, it comes from continually working at something that is just beyond the current skill or strength level. And beauty and purity – they come from refining fires and (sometimes painful) removal of that which corrupts and stains. And is that not what the Lord desires? To give us clean hands and pure hearts? He loves us as we are, but completely refuses to let us stay there… He constantly desires, working with our “yes’s,” to mold us and shape us, making us more like Him. And His ultimate goals and plans are eternal – which means they will often be achieved at a high price. SO – if the Lord is continually desiring to grow me and mold me, and He is constantly asking me to choose that which is in His ETERNAL plan – the road is often hard. Thankfully, though, that’s not the end of the story (whew… if so, I think I would have turned in the towel a long time ago!). He promises to be with me, every step of the way. He promises to equip me to do that which He has called me. He promises to provide, protect, and lead… AMAZING! Each day, He invites me to walk with Him – it’s glorious. Every second, He has been here – He’s NEVER left my side! I cannot say that about a single friend – simply because as humans we just can’t be perfect like that.
So, I’m thankful for the wonderful gifts – the fulfillment of His promises – the Lord sends each day. He sends His joy, His peace, His protection, His strength – and, above all, He sends His presence. I’m loving this life – despite it’s challenges and struggles, despite sometimes wondering how on earth He got the idea that I could do some of the things He’s asked, despite the fact that it is sometimes hard – it is SO worth it. Worth it because I get to love on HIS kids – I love watching them laugh and learn and seek. Worth it because I get to hear story after story of those He has created – it’s amazing to realize that hearts can connect despite continents or languages or cultures. And in the end, I’d rather take the narrow, difficult path and affect eternity that choose the easy road and get by on time.
This has been a semi-random update – but I suppose that a blog is just an online journal… right? Thanks for letting me share my heart – and thanks for praying :) You are amazing, and I’m SO thankful for you! I’ll leave you with this thought from Elizabeth Elliot (from Let Me Be a Woman):
“But we do not choose gifts, remember? We are given them by a divine Giver who knows the end from the beginning, and wants above all else to give us the gift of Himself. This gift for this day. The life of faith is lived one day at a time, and it has to be lived – not always looked forward to as thought the ‘real’ living were around the next corner. It is today for which we are responsible. God still owns tomorrow.”
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Pictures and Stories... :)
OUR LAND!! Miracle House Base Camp in Nakuru... YAY! This photo doesn't really do it justice... the land is amazing, the view is amazing...
Webuye falls with Stephen, Rachael, and Jeremy - FANTASTIC friends!
Carrie and I at Webuye falls!
Best girls... I love these ladies!! Me, Sam, Rachael, and Deanna!
This photo defines our personalities, I think... I love it!
My Kenyan brother - Stephen! He is on staff at our Webuye location... he is a wonderful father figure for the kids!
Gilbert! Another Kenyan brother, who is also the guard at MH Webuye - he is also wonderful with the kids!
Laureen (MH Limuru) and her younger sister, Shira! SO stinkin' cute in their matching dresses and shoes!
A cousin of Benson - cutie!
Erastus (MH Webuye) with his new toy :)
Eglah (daughter of teacher Emily at MH Webuye) with Emmanuel, one of the greatest drivers/friends ever! Emmanuel is truly part of our team - he spends so much time with the kids, and they all know him by name!
Rachael with Alex!
Syprose! She was originally at our MH Limuru location, but after the tribal clashes in January of '08, she had to move west. She is now at our MH Webuye location!
Isabella!
Nancy... smiling up at Jesus :)
Hey friends!!
Today has been a beautiful, sunny day (uncharacteristic for July), and I’m thinking of all of you State-siders celebrating the Fourth! Happy Independence Day :) Today I’m thanking the Lord for the freedom and rights I experience as a US citizen… I’m learning more and more what it’s like for those who don’t know such freedoms.
Yesterday, Deanna and Sam flew out, and they are almost to American soil. A team of 23 high schoolers was here this week from Calvary Community Church – it was WAY cool to do ministry with them and hear their hearts! They did a couple days of awesome children’s ministry in Limuru, as well as prayer walking. They did an awesome job, and it was very cool for me to get to know them and process with them!
I am now back at Pastor Sammy and Eve’s, trying to catch up on a week of no sleep :) Today I went to Miracle House – the kids already miss everyone, and were asking about Mum Deanna and Samantha especially. They were singing songs they learned this week from Calvary – I love watching them apply the things they have learned! Our oldest girl, Jane, received a Bible and a journal this past week – today I absolutely LOVED watching her pull out her Bible and her notebook (in which she had already written Bible study notes), sit the other children down, and begin to teach them from the Word. WAY cool… pray that Jane continues to grow and seek the Lord!
Today, when I was walking with Francis, he told me about three orphans who have been staying with him for the past three days. They came from southern Kenya looking for an aunt, but have been unable to find her. Francis said that the women in the village tried to drive them out – as street children, they were not trusted. Francis is trying to find someplace more permanent for them to stay, but my heart breaks for these children (in grades 1, 4, and 6) who literally have no one caring for them. Pray for their provision and protection! I would love to say that Miracle House could take them in – but at the moment we need sponsors for the children we have! Pray that we get more sponsors so that we can meet more of the GREAT need in this community!
Random, exciting story – I saw Paris and Jack this past week! I had been looking for them since I came, but had not seen them until last Saturday. I met Paris and Jack in the summer of 2006, and I have seen them every trip since. In 2006, I connected with Paris (then in grade 3 or 4) and Jack (then about 3) separately and found out later that they were siblings. Last Saturday, I saw Jack in a crowd of other kids and called out his name – he smiled but didn’t come right over. He was a little shy, but he came up and held my hand with a smile on his face! He spoke enough English for me to find out that he is in nursery school (kindergarten) and that Paris was at home. I held his hand for a few minutes before returning to Miracle House. A few minutes later, I peaked outside to see that he had gone to get Paris. She recognized me right away and gave me a hug. When I asked them both if they remembered me, they smiled and Paris said, “Auntie Arienne!” I was SO thankful I got to see them, hold them, tell them I love them, and pray over them! Yay, God!
This is getting to be long, but here are some other highlights of my time since I last wrote:
- worshipping with Kenyan believers on Mount Elgon – very cool to realize that we are family since we serve the same Father!
- flying over Misri slum on the way to Eldoret with Deanna – SO cool to see it/pray over it from the air!
- watching our Miracle House kids step into ministry more and more. They have a heart of prayer for their community, and I love watching them seek the Lord and challenge others to do the same!
The next several weeks, I will be spending most of my time in Limuru, but I’m also hoping to spend a week in Webuye. I’ll also be able to update more consistently now that I’m back at Sammy and Eve’s. Thank you for your continued prayers and support… I’m so thankful for each one of you!
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